well I guess it would be nice . . .

I'm doing pretty well in life right now. I've grown to become the woman I aspired to be. However, there are moments in life where I fiercely resist putting on my big girl panties. I've gotten really used to short term life experiences. I go try something on and then I leave taking with me what each experience was meant to teach me. Taking on a career and living up to the professional you set out to be is nothing like facing a short term life experience.

I'm truly grateful for my job. This is the ring of the ladder I have been reaching for. However, at this moment, tonight, I could use a little faith. I've had to make several big-girl-pantie decisions in the last three weeks and right now I'd really like to just sport a pair that say Tuesday on the front. I've done my best on this journey to exhaust all other options so that my mind never wandered. I have to stop the never ending cycle of questions. I have to live in the blessings that are happening for me right now. I gotta have faith.

Well, yesterday was really my day . . .

Do you ever have days when everything is coming up you? Yesterday, everything was coming up Q and it was really nice. It feels inappropriate to divulge all the details, but I've been given such good juju that I felt it necessary to say "thank you" to the universe. Thank you! Thank you for letting me swim, owning awesome eyeshadow, having a great outfit, for good friends, for feeling sexy, for being vivacious. Thank you for allowing me to collect the tools I need to meet this opportunity with absolute readiness. Thank you for coming just in time. Thank you for money!

Just to be clear, the sexy part has nothing to do with the money part.